My post op surgery days have been extremely hard for me. I'm not talking about pain or discomfort, in which I do have them on and off. I can handle that part of the process. Its truly emotional, the fat woman in me wants to indulge in everything I can not have. At the stage of where I am at, if I eat regular food it will destroy me and to the hospital I go. Of course, I'm trying to prevent that at all cost.
I also have my monthly friend that comes dressed in red once a month. My hormones are at its peak these days. I want to cry, dance, laugh, and cry again.
"There is no turning back at this point!" says my inner self. My outer layer screams I KNOW!
I figured let me blog alittle while I get my hair done. My mother had been my cheerleader today, like I said "I'm going down!" Mary J. voice.
December 24th es Noche Buena cono!
And...... I'm the sour puss of the night. I called a friend of the family, for she has the same surgery as me. She gave me support. I need it.
Feliz Noche Buena
Starting Weight : 340
Current Weight: 320
(8 days Post Operation)
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